Knowing You, Jesus
Had a really good time of prayer this morning, praying for the company, sec 4s gng thru defaulters, praying and asking Dad to teach me how to pray. Wesley prayed with me in tongues. In that session I felt the Spirit stirring in me again, rousing my spiritual sensitivities again and awakening a deep urgency to pray, giving me words, showing me His heart. I found myself begging God not to turn away from the company, that He would look at us, and give us grace. I prayed for hardened hearts to be softened, for transparency, love, and most of all, for His presence in the company.
Anything to have Him.
Anything.
I returned to my room after fellowship dinner, for the first time in about a month fully certain of His presence with me again. Constant reminders that He who is in me is stronger that any other opposition I'm up against, and in that promise that He'd go before me, I committed my room, and the process of driving out that evil presence into His hands, knowing it is His work, not mine, and all I had to do was believe and ask. So I did, and it's gone. =) Praise God for His goodness.
The long battle's not over... I can still feel more coming, but by the day one grows more and more hopeful.
| e.s.t.h.e.r in the arms of Jesus @
3/26/2005 11:07:00 pm |
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