Argh!

I am mad.

I am SO MAD.
This morning getting off the bus at rush hour there was a temporary lag and this man took the liberty to cosy up to me.
Must I go into details before you appreciate the full ugliness of what you do?
Leave me alone!!!! All you grose, sick b__________!

How can you?

How could you?

Do you understand nothing of dignity or honour?
What manner of degenerate perversion have you gone to?
Don't touch me! leave me alone!

Are words the only thing I can fling at you? After all you've done?
Is it not enough that you are cruel and heartless
that you do nothing to right the evil around you?
The power to protect you turn into the power to inflict hurt
Fathers, brothers, spouses, you have utterly failed to love and protect


Of what use can my retaliation be?
None of this will restore what has been gouged from the heart.
Nothing I can do returns the price I've paid
Must you destroy everything you touch?
Why do you hate innocence so?


So with all my restraint I try not to do what feels almost instinctive.

I turned, smiled, and swung the shoulders of my laptop bag firmly into the angle between his knees, turned and got off the bus.--only in my head.

Shame on you! That I who am constantly at your mercy should show more restraint than you!